Have you lived before? It’s time to release the past life fear of bringing your gifts forward.
You have had many past lives- spoken in many voices & languages in a vast array of points in time & history.
If you were actually to see all the stories, you would not believe it. So many ‘yous’ -although this is the only time that ‘you’ have been the you that you identify with in this incarnation.
So many perspectives, relationships, landscapes and tales to tell….your story book could fill a library rich with colourful images-loves lost and found, children died & born, mountains & deserts & cities & cold, hunger, full bellies and laughter.
You have been all ages & situations & genders and in many types of relationships—in land, at sea with long lives, short lives and all in between.
It’s hard to believe because how could you have experienced all that? Wouldn’t you remember if you had? But you do—it’s just hidden slightly out of view, round the corner of your perception held in the cupboards of your soul & the akashic records (a library of all things that have ever been & will be). It would distract & detract from the current life you’re leading, from the richness of the current tale you’re telling right now if you were to see it all.
Having said all that, sometimes the memories necessarily pop around the corner & you come into contact with them. Something triggers an image, a feeling, a flashback—a conversation with a friend makes you wonder why you feel a certain way, there’s that recurring nightmare, the person you meet who you feel you’ve known before or the sudden jolt of recognition from a scene in a movie. And suddenly you know EXACTLY how that feels—to watch a ship sink, to fight a battle, to herd goats on a mountain when you have never as the ‘you’ now experienced such a thing.
You have a soul group that you have incarnated with time and time again—not every life with the same souls but there are often familiar folk accompanying you along the road, folk that you have played many different roles with. You have been each other’s family, friends & enemies but never exactly the same or rarely—sometimes you may be the husband, the daughter, the lover or the owner of the shop over the road. You have induced emotions & experiences in and for each other over the millenia but always coming from this deep soul connection, love & agreement to aid each other’s growth—growth which is sometimes painful, sometimes beautiful but always fruitful for the soul.
It isn’t that you ever need to know, that you have to remember—to remember all of your lives would be overwhelming but as you wake up to your soul, to the path you have chosen to walk in this life, sometimes in order to become conscious, to heal, to re-claim lost & wounded parts of yourself, these memories will re-surface or you may choose to explore the past people that you were.
You are like a sea captain, an explorer always voyaging on but sometimes choosing to circle back round to past ports to collect lost or buried treasure always seeking a full cargo-your soul fulfilment-to heal the wounds, connect with lost loved ones & take the gifts along for the ride.
What is emerging on our planet currently is the need to balance the feminine energy, you know this and that is why you are drawn to this soul work. Life is about exploration & experience and in the relatively recent historic past(the last 4-5 thousand years), there has been an exploration—what it is to come out of balance with the feminine, with the sacred connection to the source of life itself, to the inter-connectedness of all things and the Earth, your home as a mother.
You are part of this deep transformational change, of a wave of energy seeking to re-balance your planet. As you are both part of this wave & creating it through your soul desires & very being—these past life pains & experiences may surface; the places where the feminine was denied or abused within.
She is restless, she stirs in you now though, she wishes to come into the light & be seen again, she wishes for equality.
And so you may feel her pain, your pain, the stories and selves where you learnt to fear her beauty, wisdom & power & where that fear became so unconscious and buried you have not even known it was there……until that moment where you go to speak your truth or stand on stage or risk something for yourself & you are rooted to the spot, unable to speak, a feeling of a hand on your throat, a knot of terror in your belly.
That is where a past life memory is showing itself of when indeed you were physically restrained or killed for speaking your truth, for fighting & standing up for what needed to be stood up for and so you learnt to be silent.
That weaving, that tapestry is being unspun, unwoven— it is cracking & coming apart at the seams and in it you are reclaiming, remembering the gifts of the feminine—the lives lived, the people you supported & inspired, the gifts of the arts & healing & leadership that you held in positions of power in the ancient past.
She, the feminine-the Goddess, is rising again and so you are being asked to feel this power within you, as much as you are able to let it in today—because in remembering, in pulling in your power sometimes your body will also remember these old punishments & pains & only feel like a certain level of power is safe……and that’s ok, stretch as far as you can today into your soul energy & when you release more fear, more shame, you will stretch your wings again a little further each time and inspire others to do the same.
“With the Rise of the Goddess Energies that is occurring now, you may feel more intense memories of these times in which you were hunted down and killed for being a Psychic, Energy Worker or Healer of any kind. What I want you to know is that is it safe, and actually necessary, to feel these emotions as they arise. They must come up to be healed and received by the Goddess. IT IS SAFE to practice your Divine Feminine Arts now.
As you heal yourself, you will heal the world. As you bring Light to your own wounds, you will bring Light to the Collective Feminine Wounds. As you continue to move into your true Self, you will pave the way for women all over the world to do the same.
You are the change that we need now.”
